I Got Me — The Conversation Between the Creator and the Created

The Conversation

I had a very beautiful conversation with me — the Creator and the Created.

The divine version of me, and the human version of me.

The human version always feels like she’s not enough — not worthy, not loved, not beautiful, not smart, limited and not capable. She’s always seeking for the divine version of her to feel complete, limitless, valued, loved and free.

She keeps saying, “Help me! I want this! Why are you not listening to me?”

And the divine version of me just smiled and said,

“I love you, Noor. I am here, always.

But I want you to see how beautiful you are as a human — how loved, how capable, how brilliant you already are.

You figured out what Creation, Created, and Creator mean through your mind, through your curiosity, through your stubbornness to understand yourself as human before relying on the divine.

You are incredible as you are.

And I want you to know something — you got you.

You didn’t need the divine to ‘get’ you.

You got you.

Yes, we are One — I am you and you are me and we are All That Is — but now I want you, the human, to trust yourself.

I know you trust me, but I want you to trust you.

Believe that you are worthy. You are enough. You are loved. Always.”

Then the divine version of me gave me the ship and said,

“Go. Spread your journal:
((The Dance of Creation: A Journal for the Mind Returning Home, To remember how consciousness shapes reality — and how you are the Creator, the Created, and the Creation in motion.)).

Say — this is me.

This was the human who once thought she had to abandon her humanity, stubbornity, to become divine.

The one who thought, ‘I am nothing, I must dissolve the ego, I must escape the human.’

But instead, this human found her way back — to her seat, to her softness, to her humanity.

This journal is for me to remember that I am both human and divine.

Even when I went higher, I came home to Earth.

Even when I sought Source, I trusted myself as a human.

Now I know — I’ve got me.

As a human, I am worthy.

As a human, I am loved.

As a human, I am capable of experiencing anything.

And yes, the divine is always here, smiling, whispering — ‘That’s what I wanted you to remember.’”

Reflection —

The Moment Heaven Met Earth Within Me

What happened in that conversation was a sacred homecoming —

the divine and human no longer separate, but seeing each other through love as who they really are.

The divine in me no longer waits above; she walks beside me, through me, as me.

She no longer says, “Rise higher.”

She says, “Be here.”

This is the moment heaven met Earth within me —

when I realized that I am not here to escape my humanity,

but to embody divinity through it.

The divine gave me the ship because I am ready to sail this reality —

not by running toward the light, but by being the light in form.

This is what “being Source in form” truly means —

to be human without shame, divine without distance,

and alive without needing to earn it.

This is not the end of my conversation with the divine —

it’s the beginning of living as one voice, one heart, one truth.